Weeknote for 11/8/2020

Christmas labels

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I’ve gotten to the part where I create the labels. It’ll still take some time, so given my pace it’ll probably take this whole week. But that’s still miles better than doing it all Christmas Eve!

Fiction

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The Outside by Ada Hoffman is an intriguing mix of ideas. Even though it had a somewhat Lovecraftian theme, I wouldn’t call it scary, since it treated it like a science project, sort of like in Charles Stross’ Laundry Files, although without the Laundry’s apocalyptic expectations. But I do recommend it for the very listenable story and interesting concepts. Unlike in Singularity Sky, another one by Stross, where the AI preemptively rejects the idea of being worshipped, in The Outside the AIs have set themselves up as a pantheon. But apparently this has entrenched them in an ideological rut. Something I’m left wondering is whether the AIs would consider hiring heretics as researchers rather than prosecuting them. If they did that, I would immediately offer myself as a sell-soul.

Politics

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I’m relieved Biden won the election. I had the network news livestreams running 8 hours a day all week, with my playlist of ominous music going in the background. I have many thoughts on the election, but I don’t want to try to summarize them all in this post. What I’ll say is I think it’s a mistake to demonize all the people who voted for Trump, because politics is complicated, and people’s perceptions vary widely, and yet we reduce all the complexity to a choice between a handful of candidates. We shouldn’t be surprised that reasonable people find reasons to vote for someone we never could.

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Weeknote for 11/1/2020

Christmas labels

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Still working on it. Even though I didn’t finish last week, I was pleased with my progress compared to some other weeks, given how much I’ve struggled to do anything productive lately. As usual I’m hopeful that I can finish in the next couple of weeks.

The next project will be miscellaneous life maintenance. The current Thinkulum project month of November starts on the same day as the calendar month. Unfortunately the next actual project won’t start till I’m done with the Christmas labels. When that happens, my next project will be catching up on some life maintenance. Getting my life more organized should improve my mood and motivation.

Fiction

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To continue October’s cosmic horror theme, I started listening to The Outside by Ada Hoffmann. I found it a while back from a Reddit thread on stories that are reminiscent of H. R. Giger. I was slowed down by other listening I did last week, but I’ll finish it in the next week or two, and I’ll say more about it then.

Video games

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Friday night I started playing Call of Cthulhu. My impression so far is I wouldn’t give the dialogue system any awards for logic, but the game has some nice atmosphere. It’s also pretty easy, which is just my speed right now, since I’m very uninvested in games. It’s not a terribly long game, but to go with this post’s theme of October bleeding into November, it’ll take me a while to finish it.

Politics

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To stay grounded as the election comes up, I’m listening to some political podcasts. Last week I learned that my guilty pleasure political blog is even less reputable than I thought (though I don’t think it’s as bad as the criticisms suggest), so I’m shifting my focus to mainstream sources. Here’s a helpful chart from Ad Fontes Media you may have seen floating around, and here’s another chart plus a searchable database from AllSides. I don’t know how many I’ll listen to regularly after election season recedes, but here’s what I have now if you want to follow along. Some of them I picked up from the Ad Fontes chart, and some I encountered randomly on social media. I’ve grouped them roughly by bias.

Left:

Center:

Right:

Honorable mentions:

These are less focused on US politics, but I listened to some good episodes from them.

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Weeknote for 10/25/2020

Christmas labels

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I made progress again. Still hoping to finish this week.

Fiction

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Friday my department at work had a lunch discussion of The Man in the High Castle by Philip K. Dick. We talked about whether it was a cohesive narrative, the role of the I Ching, and the meaning of various characters’ subplots. Our conversation improved my opinion of the book, which I was only taking on faith as being better than my first listen suggested. It’s a strange book. I also got some alternate history recommendations from my coworker, since I have a story idea in that genre and I’ll need to know how it works.

I picked up my horror listening again with Alectryomancer and Other Weird Tales by Christopher Slatsky. Indirect meaning seems to be the theme of this month’s stories, which is less than satisfying for my casual style of listening. I had this issue with Evenson and Dick, less with Ligotti. So once again I’m assuming the author’s work would reward a closer look, since other people seem to think so. But as with the others, Slatsky drops in some interesting ideas I can already play with.

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I decided I missed The Laundry Files, so I listened to my next book in the series, The Apocalypse Codex. As usual some of the details blew past me, but I enjoy the setting, and this time I got a better sense of where the series is heading. The book fits into my cosmic horror theme for this month, but even though I think of this series as Lovecraftian spy novels, it feels less like horror and more like science fiction, because the characters have contained the horror somewhat by technologizing it. The threats are real, but they have the tools and knowledge to deal with them, at least for now.

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I had to use 13 Audible credits by the end of the week. My yearly renewal was coming up, and Audible’s new policies meant my old credits would expire if I didn’t use them. It took a lot of research, since I wanted to avoid using credits for books I could get from a library or that were cheaper just to buy, and I wanted to spend them on books I was likely to listen to.

But I got them spent, and my selections nudge me even closer to diving back into SFF. A few of them I’ve been curious about for many years, so I’m looking forward to seeing what those are like: Magician: Apprentice by Raymond Feist, after playing Betrayal at Krondor almost 20 years ago; Little, Big by John Crowley, which I ran across in The Encyclopedia of Fantasy; and A Canticle for Leibowitz by Walter M. Miller, Jr., which I believe I first heard about in a sermon. I also added a few to my library from Audible’s new Plus Catalog, books that are free with your subscription. One of those was Patternmaster, the first novel by Octavia Butler, another author I’ve been meaning to read for a while.

People

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I had an impromptu dinner with Jeremyβ€”in the rain. We went to Potbelly after work for sandwiches, and since I didn’t want the virus joining us inside, we decided beforehand to eat at one of their tables outside. On the way it started raining. We ate outside anyway. We had a nice time talking, but eating in the rain was ridiculous, and it highlighted for me that people will need to keep being creative about socializing safely as the weather changes.

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Weeknote for 10/18/2020

Christmas labels

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No progress last week. I was too preoccupied with the rest of life.

Fiction

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I finished my Thomas Ligotti book, Songs of a Dead Dreamer and Grimscribe. It’s an omnibus of his first two short story collections, with a lot of interesting ideas rendered in Gothic prose. It’s not my favorite style, but I was impressed with how much work must have gone into each sentence.

I’m glad I listened to his philosophical treatise first, Conspiracy Against the Human Race. It gave me a framework for understanding his stories. In Ligotti’s mythology, our universe borders a universe of horrors that are only too happy to visit if given an opening. Ligotti’s characters find various ways to oblige them. One of these ways is madness, which Ligotti treats as a way to perceive this unseen world, as opposed to being a tragic result of this otherworldly contact (as in Lovecraft) or simply an extension of humanity’s natural fog of confusion (as in Evenson).

You might think listening to hours of Ligotti would drag me into the doldrums, but I actually found some of it inspiring. His many interesting ideas made me wonder how I could adapt them for my more benign purposes. One that stood out to me was a priest whose secret theology involved “salvation through suffering.” Although his meaning was macabre, it got me thinking about how more traditional Christianity could be viewed from this angle. We’re not really meant to pursue intense, gratuitous suffering, but we can benefit from accepting the pain we encounter in life, especially from persecution, and there’s a certain desirable difficulty in some of the disciplines, such as fasting.

Politics

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I voted. It took most of the week. These days I like to research the candidates and propositions so I can feel relatively settled about my votes, and I started researching this election’s ballot at the end of the week before last. For the candidates I use the local newspapers’ endorsements as a guide, along with the judicial ratings of the county and state bar associations. For the propositions I try to find discussions in articles and forums. After some tough voting decisions and three attempts to find a drop-off box, the ballot is finally out of my hands. A load off my mind.

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Weeknote for 10/11/2020

Christmas labels

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I made substantial progress. I doubt I’ll finish this week, but probably by the end of the month.

Fiction

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I finished my Brian Evenson collections. These were A Collapse of Horses, Windeye, and Fugue State. Some stories were more satisfying than others, but overall I felt a kinship with his theme of knowledge and how it can go bewilderingly wrong. It was the topic of practically every story. To quote from “Black Bark,” “Every time you think you have the world figured, trust me, that’s just when the world’s got you figured and is about to spring and break your back.”

Music

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I switched my dark ambient listening from Pandora to Spotify. Pandora no longer knows how to choose songs for my dark ambient station, so I’ve given up on it. I used the seed and thumb-up songs from that station plus some other songs I’ve collected to start a Spotify playlist. Spotify’s suggestions have been so good I’ve been able to add 92 songs for a total run-time of 19 hours, and I’m still adding. Soon I’ll be able to maintain an ominous mood for a solid day.

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Weeknote for 10/4/2020

Christmas labels

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I got started. That’s about all the progress I made. I also realized a week late that October’s project month started this week, not last week, so I shorted last month’s project. But it doesn’t matter, since I’m hoping to finish this one early and return to last month’s project.

AI

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I listened to Lex Fridman till the start of October. The interviews that stood out to me were Michael Kearns, who takes an analytical look at AI ethics, and Whitney Cummings, who offers uncommon perspectives on several AI issues along with philosophical and neuroscientific takes on dysfunctional relationships, addiction, and the meaning of life.

Fiction

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I started listening to Brian Evenson. I’m going through three of his short story collections: A Collapse of Horses, Windeye, and Fugue State. I finished the first one last week, but I’ll wait till next week to comment on them.

I watched a bunch of SFF reviews and recommendations. These came from two channels: Daniel Greene and Media Death Cult (H/T my boss for that one). Here are Daniel Greene’s top ten fantasy series and his dream team of authors for creating the perfect fantasy book. Here is Media Death Cult’s first top 10 sci fi books list, second, third (though I didn’t get to it that week), and top 100 list. Both channels have a very community feel, and they make me want to get back into SFF.

TV

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I finally finished the Netflix show Dark. They wrapped it up clearly enough that I could follow the ending without sorting out the whole morass of preceding detail. The show has plenty of substance to chew on, so if you like philosophy and complicated sci fi mysteries and you don’t mind the TV-MA rating, I recommend it.

I’m giving Twin Peaks another try. I wanted something weird to watch for October, and thanks to the many screenshots from Black Lodge Cult on Twitter, I settled on Twin Peaks. I watched the first few episodes several years ago, but it didn’t grab me enough to continue. This time I’ll watch the whole thing.

I started over with the pilot, and I was surprised at how much I’d completely forgotten. I wondered if I was watching a different edit, but I suspect it’s just my highly selective memory. I was also surprised at how gripping some of it was. I have a new respect for David Lynch.

Music

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I discovered some new jazz artists to follow. Normally I have to make myself listen to jazz, but these carry me along.

And of course there are plenty more where those came fromβ€”namely, the world, but more specifically YouTube.

Here are some brands I’ve run across that showcase musicians on their channels:

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Weeknote for 9/27/2020

Productivity

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I avoided almost all naps, and I added more rules to actually be productive. I made an exception and allowed a nap on Saturday to catch up on sleep, because I was still staying up too late. But for most of the week, I found that I was still wasting the time I wasn’t napping, so toward the end of the week I added some evening productivity rules, such as doing harder things soon after work, things I would normally put off. This got me to take a walk on Thursday, which I hadn’t done in ages. Saturday, however, was very unproductive, and I spent a ridiculous amount of time on YouTube. There sure are a lot of video essays on there.

Learning

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I inched forward a bit more on the mnemonic dictionary generator. Clearly I’m not very motivated on this project, even though I keep being reminded of how useful it will be. I imagine sleep would restore my motivation. Last week was the end of the project month, so I have a reprieve. But I’m hoping to zip through October’s project and return to the dictionary generator.

Christmas labels

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October is my new Christmas project month. Last year I decided that since starting the labels in November still ended in crunch time on Christmas Eve, this year I’d start earlier. So we’ll see how starting in October turns out. The past few years’ projects have been complicated, but this time I’m returning to simplicity, so hopefully I can finish in a week or two.

AI

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I’m listening to Lex Fridman until October 1. After that I’ll listen to spooky stories for a while, and I have an upcoming book discussion with my department at work, so somewhere I’ll be fitting in The Man in the High Castle. Then I’ll carry on with Lex.

Last week the interview that stood out to me, other than all of them, was with David Ferrucci, whose aims and ideas for AI overlap a lot with mine. We both want AI to help us think and discover through discussion, and we share the notion that understanding is built on mental frameworks. It’s a key part of my modeling project.

Music

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Fall is in my ears. Now that fall is here, I’m collecting more videos for my Autumn Ambience playlist, and I’m enjoying this Cozy Autumn Instrumentals playlist.

A kindred piano spirit. From that playlist I discovered pianist Matt Stewart-Evans. His track “Reach” is very similar to the kind of song I would’ve written growing up.

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Weeknote for 9/20/2020

Memory

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I finally carved out some time to set up the new version of my dictionary-making app. This week I’ll continue the setup and start working with my language sources.

AI

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Kai-Fu Lee‘s AI Superpowers is about being human. I thought it would be about a tech arms race between China and the US, largely because that was the thrust of the Frontline episode I discovered it on. But the book didn’t carry that tone. It was more about the cultural differences in the two tech industries, China’s technical and economic strategies and ambitions apart from exporting communism, AI’s potential benefits and its threat to the workforce, and a very personal look at an alternative to UBIβ€”incentivizing caring occupations that will be more valuable when AI has overrun the others. The last three chapters were the highlight for me.

The Transpacific Experiment by Matt Sheehan was an unexpected gem. I got it on sale sort of on a whim because the topic seemed interesting and the reviews were good. Little did I know it was some quality reporting and directly related to AI Superpowers. Sheehan helped Lee with that book, and the books complement each other well. Outside the topic of recent tech development where they overlap, Lee expands on the AI theme, while Sheehan expands on the other arenas in which the two countries interact. He covers education, technology, real estate, movies, immigration, and politics.

These two books nuanced my understanding of China and raised my interest in its people and its progress.

I’m on my next stretch of The Lex Fridman Podcast. Musicians, podcasters, and Spotify listeners might like his interview with its chief R&D officer, Gustav Soderstrom. I’m still deciding how long this phase will be and what book(s) will occupy the next intermission.

Music

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Sunday I played outdoors with the worship team at my church’s second site. It was nice to see people in person and spend some time outside, even though it was windy and a little cold in the shade.

Jacob Collier has inspired me again. A music transcription stream by one of my favorite speedrunners got me thinking about Jacob Collier again and his own streams diving deep into the details of his compositions. Ideas cascaded out of that river (though not really musical ones), and if I can sustain my motivation, we will see what comes of them.

People

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Tuesday I had an outside dinner with Jeremy. We hung out at Panera and talked about books from our childhoods, among other topics. I might try to capture some of those old reads on Goodreads, though I’m very hazy on the dates. It’d be interesting to see how my memory is jogged about books I’ve forgotten. And I revisited the idea of listening to the books we were assigned in school that I never completely read because I was only a fake good student.

Productivity

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I’m pushing myself to nap less. My productivity is disrupted by naps and my sluggish recovery time afterward, so at the end of the week I enacted a plan I’ve had in the back of my mind. I’m resisting the urge to lie down during the day when I’m tired, because it very easily leads to accidental napping. It worked well the two days I tried it. Next week I’ll report on how it went this week.

Video

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I’ve been watching animal videos. Intrigued by material I sometimes see about animal minds (e.g., NOVA’s “Bird Brain,” Peter Godfrey-Smith’s Other Minds), my attention has recently drifted to watching videos of octopuses and other intelligent animals. (BTW, it’s not octopi, and octopodes is uncommon.) Here’s a giant Pacific octopus communing with her aquarist at the Monterey Bay Aquarium. Here’s a sea life hobbyist demonstrating how to play with a pet octopus. And here are apes with very human-like reactions to magic tricks. Over the years I’ve also been collecting a mental menagerie of my favorite animals, so those are making appearances too. Here’s a pet owl revealing its true nature.

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Weeknote for 9/13/2020

Life maintenance

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I spent last week getting through regular and freelance work. Somehow that seemed to take up all my time, other than naps and miscellaneous tasks.

I have a new Remicade schedule. After my upcoming infusion, I’ll do 6-week intervals (down from 8 weeks) for about three cycles and see how that affects my symptoms.

Memory

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I didn’t work on the mnemonic dictionary. My plan this week is the same as last week’s.

AI

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I got to my first stopping point in The Lex Fridman Podcast. I listened to his interview with Kai-Fu Lee, the author of AI Superpowers, and now I’m listening to the book. This first batch of interviews gave me some people to look into further, especially Vladimir Vapnik with his mathematician’s approach to machine learning, Juergen Schmidhuber and his interesting ideas on meta-learning, and Jeff Hawkins, who is making progress on a general theory of neuroscience.

Video

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Watch Dan Olson’s quietly stunning demonstration of the earth’s curvature. Stay for the chilling gaze into the abyss of our bizarre politics. I’ve been trying to identify why the feeling evoked by this demo was so familiar, and I just realized it’s the feeling I got during the solar eclipse, when I was at the right place and time to see the natural world being totally itself and totally real, yet totally strange. For this and other reasons, I suspect it’s a video I’ll be pondering for a while.

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Weeknote for 9/6/2020

Productivity

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It’s time for some changes. My motivation has been waning lately. Last week I couldn’t summon the drive even to make a time block schedule, let alone follow it. And despite the importance of my math project, I didn’t have much energy for that either. I think it’s a combination of tiredness and the sameness of my life at home, probably some other factors too. So I’m thinking of adding some variety by doing some housework and getting out more.

Math

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A controlled English format for note-taking. I didn’t catch up on my prealgebra notes like I’d hoped, but in the process of trying I opened an interesting line of thought to explore. One of my quests in note-taking is to find a somewhat rigorous way to format them that will make them easy to write and powerful to use through automation. RemNote takes care of some of the automation. But I’m still working out how to use RemNote’s format while balancing rigor, ease of writing, and ease of reading. Since math is so algorithmic, I thought about trying to write my notes like a program. But this made them hard to read.

My little epiphany was that for the flashcard-oriented format of these notes, the programming paradigm I needed was probably a rules engine, where the “conditions” are the memory cues (Descriptors in RemNote) and the “actions” are the items to recall. I also need an English-like syntax using words like “is” rather than symbols like “==”. In other words some type of controlled English.

But this week starts Thinkulum project month September, and I’ve decided to take a break from math for at least a couple of months. More on this in the next section.

Learning

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This month I’m returning to my mnemonic substitute dictionary. I worked on this back in March but then put it on hold for math. Lately mnemonics has come up again a few times, and I think I’d like to try to finish the first release of this project by the end of the year. Other than setting up a new app with Cement, I’ll start by looking at classifying the concreteness of English words using data from Wiktionary.

AI

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I listened to Stuart Russell’s Human Compatible, a book about keeping AI on our side. Here’s a video interview covering some of his ideas. The book is an exceptional discussion of the issues with a promising proposal for a solution. I highly recommend it. I wondered if it would just be a repeat of Nick Bostrom’s Superintelligence, but Scott Alexander’s book review convinced me to buy it.

I’m listening through The Lex Fridman Podcast. It consists of his interviews with important people in AI and related fields. Every episode has been good so far. Other than getting to know the field, my reason for listening is that I recently joined his Discord server, and I figure the podcast will make me a better participant, assuming I can get myself to participate. I’m kind of bad at group interaction.

There are around 120 episodes, and I don’t want to get burned out, so I’m going to take breaks. My plan is to listen through the Kai-Fu Lee interview and then listen to Lee’s book AI Superpowers. Then I’ll find a new stopping point for another break.

People

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My family took another stab at remote Go Fish. We had our bi-weekly family Zoom call, and this time we played Go Fish online via PlayingCards.io. It took a little figuring out, but it worked well and was fun. My sister won again.

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